So as of may 31 I was unemployed, no longer working for the school that was changing my life, and my children's at that! I finally, after weeks of searching, found a part time job, but after the cost of day care, and gas going to and from work, I was realistically only bringing home 50/week. So I quit, and decided to stay home and watch kids like I use to and finally found a family!!! We talked for the two weeks leading up to their start, and it seemed perfect, the money would be great, and help with our finances, I was so excited. The came their start day, early and I so understand it, their oldest had his very first day of school! (I'll be a wreck that day!!!) and the girls got sick and didn't come back the next day, and now they are not coming back for a while because the dad is out of work, things I wish I had known ahead of time. I feel like they only needed a sitter for occasional days and not full time, and that should've be discussed prior to them coming the first day. Back we go into our financial hole, and back I go looking into places hiring part time, or over night or maybe another childcare job..... I just feel like it never stops raining on me. Gonna hold my head high, pray, and remember that he has a plan for my family and we will know one day.
The struggles in my life, have all led me to where I am, I had a very personal struggle Monday when kids started school, 7 years ago in August I made a decision I cannot take back and I cannot change, and it still hurts... I have been blessed with an amazing husband, he comes home every night, he is faithful and devoted to his family, he is my rock when I need to fall apart, he has been there for me in good times and bad... I love him more than words can say! And I've been blessed with the unconditional love of two children who amaze me on a daily basis, every day is a new day, and I am determined to continue to find the good in each instead of dwelling on the bad, and on the past!
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