Post Christmas crazies!

Christmas in our house was wonderful, Santa was good to the kids and thy enjoyed spending time with family. We watched a 5 kids over the two week break and as usual my babies loved the extra company and the companionship of friends. With the holidays come that longing, aching, and desperate search for the missing pieces to my heart... Who would have ever imagined almost 7 years later I would still search for the little girl who's life was taken far too soon, and the part of me that's not here. Ugh it's hard, and at the same time I look at my two miracles and thank God for the ability to continue living my life and spending this time loving on these two blessings. We are on the verge of a new career path for the Hubs and a new world of possibilities for our family. And I'm scared, bc it then means that we are going I have to have change and I HATE change. I'm thinking of starting my own business and selling some of my crafts jut to help offset income. Here's to hoping I can make this work.